Whew... The last few days have been a little crazy. Here's what's been happening, not in chronological order, at all.

D and I got into a discussion about hanging out with exes. Which resulted in him making it very clear that ANY kind of relationship with E (platonic or otherwise) was a bad idea in his book. He also made it very clear that I was to find a way to stop him from calling me, or he would. So very testosterone-y. I found it sexy. Weird.

I would have stopped seeing E anyway, even though things have been fairly platonic... For two reasons... One, he has done something that I find so terrible that I cannot possibly have respect for him ever again, or really even look at him. I thought I could at first, that it might not be so bad. But it is. I'm not going to even get into it here it is far too personal. Two, he still has feelings for me, and he is trying to blame what he's done on those feelings for me. I just couldn't be a part of the situation in any way. Truthfully, I hope to never hear from him again.

I haven't been sleeping, which has been making me cranky, which has been making me behind in my copious amounts of homework. Yick.

I went to a FABULOUS party on Saturday night. I looked so pretty. Not one man hit on me. It was great! BQ and K were with me, I don't think I've ever had so much fun. We got so drunk (open bar) that we were home by 12. Hilarious. I LOVE those girls. I wish we lived closer.

and the reason nobody's heard from me...

My internet router played a nasty trick on me and stopped working for the past three days. The little shitter had the nerve to not work a lick for me, then turn right back on as soon as D touched it. Literally. He turned it on, and it worked. Damn thing. I get no respect around here. Ha.

I've been having some thoughts in my days without contact... Should make for interesting blogging for the next few days, but right now, with my newly re-acquired internet status... I've gotta motor on some Shakespeare and some T.S. Eliot.


Kisses.