Apparently:

This week the role of "good night-time sleep" will be played by "horrible nightmares"... I woke up crying I was so scared. Twice. Let me just say that there was a lot of blood, and leave it at that. Usually I can go back to sleep right away. My brain registers quickly that it wasn't real, and I fall right back asleep. Instead, I began to hyperventilate a little, and was forced to take a pill (one that I have especially for panic attacks). I finally calmed down enough to sleep. Instead of resting peacefully the dreams started back up where they left off.

I can't go on like this. I'm actually running a fever today. My dreams actually made me sick.