I'm headed off to my Mama and Daddy's for a while. I need some time to think about things. Suddenly it seems like life got a little weird and I want to sleep in my old bedroom and go running in the woods. I'm having second thoughts again about this whole D thing. Seems like the closer it gets to his parents getting here, which should be the middle of June, the more I feel obligated to change things about myself (like losing that ten pounds, and dying my hair, etc.). The truth is, most of the time I really like who I'm turning into. I like who I am when I'm alone, or with most any of my friends. But with D, sometimes I feel like I'm trying to achieve perfection or something. Its a little disconcerting. Truthfully, I need a vacation from all of this before the madness begins again... June 1st I start summer school! Woohoo. No more saying "woohoo", sounds silly. I guess I just need to get away from all of this for a bit. I may stay two or three days, or I may stay a week. Who knows. I'll probably blog very boringly while I'm there. Or not at all. Or I'll think deep thoughts and have something interesting to say. I DON'T KNOW!!! Its all this thinking crap that makes me think I need to leave. Too much time on my own. *Don't worry, the kitties have their automatic feeders and D IS commissioned to check on them at least once, and watch all his TiVo'd shows.

I'll catch up with y'all in the country...



*For people like Brandy who become concerned about the welfare of animals. Just wanted you to know I don't leave mine high and dry!


HEY!!! Email me (archangel131313 at hotmail dot com) virtual carepackages and advice... OR Leave your advice on what I should do in the comments box... I know there's plenty of you out there with an opinion on this situation, let's hear it.