May 19, 2005

It is going to be 92 degrees tomorrow. There's nothing I hate more than trying to sleep in the heat. I hate getting in bed and the air is close and thick. I hate peeling off whatever I wore to bed because it's sweaty and sticky. I hate not being able to sleep with a sheet over me.

Luckily though, none of that will be a problem. D and I are taking a weekend off... We are going to the resevoir. He's going scuba diving, and I'm planning on spending two days working on my tan and reading.

This morning we woke up and the a/c was going in his room. The air was chilly in that delicious "summer is here" way. His hands were warm against my exposed skin. He started mumuring dirty words in my ears between licks and bites. His fingers found their way between my legs and he praised how wet I was already. When he flipped me and pulled me on top of him my flesh was exposed to the air blowing from the a/c and I paused for a moment relishing the first good summer fuck of the year.

The first few weekends of summer are always so great. I've been diligently applying the self tanner for a week now... I'm using that stuff that gradually gives you a tan... Way better than anything I've ever used. I actually look like I've been spending time in the sun, not orange at all. I'm actually sort of excited to get into my bathing suit tomorrow. Since the loss of fifteen pounds, it looks even better than before. Last week I modeled it for D and his face grew mock-angry. He scooped me up and threw me under the covers, pinning me under them, saying; "You can't go out of the house like this, everyone will want you, you'll cause chaos."

We're looking at a house on Saturday. He's considering buying it. There's been some VERY casual discussion of what MIGHT happen at the end of my lease. If he buys the house, and things go right, I'll probably move in at the end of the summer. 9 out of 10 says the house is a complete wreck and he won't even buy it.

I have to go to Target now.. My favorite "hot afternoon" activity. I need a new beach bag... I haven't been to the beach in so long I don't have one anymore.

I'm sweaty... Glistening in sweat.

Some of my better writing happens in the summer, I'm looking forward to it. I'll take pictures at the beach.

5 Comments:

Blogger catatonic said...

i'm glad that it's turning cooler at my side. :O)

10:50 pm  
Blogger heidi said...

somehow i stumbled onto this blog! it's really good, good writing.
you've sparked my curiosity- what self tanner are you using that u gave such rave reviews? here in northern oregon the sun is scarce and my college roomies look very very orange. i dont want to look orange.

11:39 pm  
Blogger Foxsden said...

I like using St. Tropez - thats the best tanner Ive ever used.... Although taking the lazy option again this year tho.. sunbedding it - not like we'll get heat by way of a 'summer' in this fuckhole Britain!

PS.. Coffee in NYC sounds good - you taking us shopping afterwards Steven?

2:46 am  
Blogger Rainex said...

Well if you are all meeting
up again, I'll meet you outside
Macys!
Etoile thanks for your reply
about adult ADHD, really interesting and easy for a
thicko like me to understand!
I really hate getting fake tan
wrong, so what I do is
every other day I mix a little with body lotion and apply.
This way although I'm not
exactly tanned (more an off
white colour!) I look alive!

3:26 am  
Blogger Etoile Tyler said...

ok... I use that new Jergens "natural glow" stuff... It seems kind of like Raine's lotion and tanner mix, only pre-mixed so you can't mess up. Every day you use it you get a little more tan. I'm pretty fair, though I tan well, so I use the lightest version, just to be safe.

I'll go lingerie shopping, as long as you're buying Steven.

No problem about the ADHD thingy... I'm going to email you some info from my first psychiatrist's website, he specialized in ADHD and Bipolar...

10:33 am  

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