Hung out with the guy from that last post again tonight... Not even nearly as cute as when I was so super drunk last time. Wow. Beer goggles soooo exist.

In fact, I think seeing that makes me realize (even more) how much I miss D. I wish he was coming home, at this point it feels like he never will.

The apology to D for my past behavior went ok. It's so hard to tell if anything touches him.

We went to "The Breakup" tonight, and for a relatively amusing movie I was choked up five minutes after the credits had finished rolling.

I am EXHAUSTED, as usual.