Eeeew. I have been having such a horrid couple of days. I've been a mess. I ended up crying today off and on for about four hours while D installed my TiVo because he checked out some hot little thing walking into my building (this made me feel fat and ugly, of course). He was thoroughly frustrated after he asked me at least three times what was wrong and was responded to with a sullen "Nothing." As if I was going to tell him how wretched it makes me feel to see him look at another girl like she's some sort of goddess and he hardly gives me a passing glance, unless we're drunk or in bed. Then he told me I was acting bitchy. I was, but that didn't make me want to act any less bitchy. He was rather sweet when he left, hugging me and kissing me all over my face. Unfortunately I was too busy feeling sorry for myself to reciprocate appropriately. I then proceeded to turn every light off and cry loudly in the dark for a good half hour. Silly yes, but it made me feel better to just get it all out. I think midterms may have kicked my ass around a bit, and I'm feeling a little nervous about driving to Arizona. All in all, I'm feeling a little out of it. Quite sad really. Does anyone feel like snuggling and eating chocolate chip cookies? I think that might make me feel better.