Finally. I'm back. This infernal machine has had a vicious virus the last few days. It's finally clean though, and safe to use!
E and I have talked since the DH incident a couple of times... It seems there was more to the story than was originally mentioned to me. By either party. I don't want to get into the whole thing, really it all gets complicated in the end. But after talking to each of them again and straightening out their stories it all falls out to be one simple thing: DH is a paranoid, jealous, lying, bitch of a boy who can't stand it that his slutty girlfriend still has feelings for someone else. He pretty much admitted as much to me when confronted. I almost kicked his ass. I swear that little bitch inspires people to act ridiculously. While my personal opinion is that E shouldn't have been talking to her at all, we weren't together, and I suppose I've done some things that he probably wouldn't be superbly appreciative of in the last year. So I'm going on a date with him tomorrow night. He took me out Friday night and we had a fantastic time. It was kind of a trial run since we went out with a bunch of people, but we had a great time. The thing that felt the best was when I walked out of my bedroom when I was finished getting ready was the look on his face. He smiled so big and grabbed my hand and pulled me on his lap; "You're so hot." he said. All night, whenever we looked at each other he just grinned at me. When we left one of the bars he put his arms around me and whispered to me "People are talking about how gorgeous you are, I'm so glad you're my date gorgeous girl." One of the friends we were out with pulled me aside and told me I couldn't stop smiling...
I still have some apprehension about all this but it seems that things are moving at a pretty reasonable rate, and honestly, after all the drama with D in the last year, I just want to have fun. Speaking of D... I'm not sure how he feels about all this, he seems sort of, weird. He seems to want to talk a lot. I think he feels that at any moment E is going to fuck up and he'll be back to number one with me. Lord, I don't know what is going to happen, with any of it. I can't be so serious about things, I don't think its good for me.
E and I have talked since the DH incident a couple of times... It seems there was more to the story than was originally mentioned to me. By either party. I don't want to get into the whole thing, really it all gets complicated in the end. But after talking to each of them again and straightening out their stories it all falls out to be one simple thing: DH is a paranoid, jealous, lying, bitch of a boy who can't stand it that his slutty girlfriend still has feelings for someone else. He pretty much admitted as much to me when confronted. I almost kicked his ass. I swear that little bitch inspires people to act ridiculously. While my personal opinion is that E shouldn't have been talking to her at all, we weren't together, and I suppose I've done some things that he probably wouldn't be superbly appreciative of in the last year. So I'm going on a date with him tomorrow night. He took me out Friday night and we had a fantastic time. It was kind of a trial run since we went out with a bunch of people, but we had a great time. The thing that felt the best was when I walked out of my bedroom when I was finished getting ready was the look on his face. He smiled so big and grabbed my hand and pulled me on his lap; "You're so hot." he said. All night, whenever we looked at each other he just grinned at me. When we left one of the bars he put his arms around me and whispered to me "People are talking about how gorgeous you are, I'm so glad you're my date gorgeous girl." One of the friends we were out with pulled me aside and told me I couldn't stop smiling...
I still have some apprehension about all this but it seems that things are moving at a pretty reasonable rate, and honestly, after all the drama with D in the last year, I just want to have fun. Speaking of D... I'm not sure how he feels about all this, he seems sort of, weird. He seems to want to talk a lot. I think he feels that at any moment E is going to fuck up and he'll be back to number one with me. Lord, I don't know what is going to happen, with any of it. I can't be so serious about things, I don't think its good for me.
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