I feel a little relieved. Also, I feel a little devastated. I'm going with relieved right now, seems to be less exhausting. He said doesn't love me as much as I love him. That's seems very obvious now, last night it seemed like an atomic bomb. Anyway, he said that, I said I couldn't live with it, then I had a panic attack. I'm not panicking today. So that's it.

Arwen is licking my hair. Funny kitty.