Just ate breakfast, which the cat is licking up the remains of... I'm sure that can't be good for her.. Hold on... Ok, not licking anymore.

I'm having a weird morning. Its hideously hot here, its been in the upper 90's for the last three days. Its beginning to get harder to get the place cooled down, even at night.

I think what is bothering me is the impending doom feeling again. All seems to be set for E to come back here early-ish in August.

Ok, it seems I can't even blog about this right now. I thought I could, I thought it would make me feel better. Now all I feel is sick. I have to go, I'm getting the first signs of a panic attack...