You may be noticing that there are a great many posts missing from my blog, including the especially interesting one from yesterday. There is a wonderful reason for this...

Through a bit of thinking and an unfortunate incident with this guy BQ is dating who writes at another weblog-hosting-kinda-site I discovered something nasty: sometimes people get hurt by what you write in your blog. Then I began thinking about all the funny "Googles" that bring up my blog's name... And I had a horrific revelation... What if D ever stumbled across this blog? He's a pretty private person, and I'm not sure he'd appreciate me splaying the most intimate details of our lives across the internet... There's the chance that he'd be really hurt. I can't stand the thought of it.

So I've deleted some of the juicier portions of what I've written. I figure if you've been reading for a while, you've read them. There are plenty of other things to write about in my life, my life is pretty interesting. I just don't think what goes on between me and D in our more interesting moments should be public knowledge anymore. There won't be anymore posts like it. Now, I'm not saying I'll never write about him again, because I will, I'll complain about him, praise him, and continue to love him through my writing, but I'll never write anything again that he wouldn't want down in words... I think that's only fair.

Thanks to all of you who read what I write, it makes me feel less alone to tell you how I feel about things. I love that you let me, and I love that you talk back to me. Sometimes I think about how I'd love it if we could all sit down together in a room and talk, I feel in some slight way that we are connected... I like that a lot, the world feels like such a large place, I love to look at it through your eyes too.

Kisses kids... Goodnight.