I don't know when it's going to hit me, probably after we give each other our things back. For some reason I haven't been too upset. Everybody keeps saying that it's because things were so bad, because he was such an ass. Maybe that's it. I don't really have a theory.

This is the first time I've ever broken up with someone that I didn't have somebody else to go to right away. It feels pretty strange, I've basically been with somebody since I was fifteen. That's strange. I'm kind of excited to be on my own.

What's next?