The presents are all wrapped up under the tree. Each one has a special bow and personalized tag. D came home and raised an eyebrow, "Going a little overboard honey?" he said. I shook my head. He nodded. He understands.

I'm fine today. I went to work with D for a little bit. BQ and I had dinner together, then when she left I hung around the restaurant for a little bit. It's nice to be there, the guys are so sweet to me.

No grades yet.

I have no will to eat. Maybe I'll lose a gajillion pounds. Everything has an upside.

People send so much food. It's funny how the last thing I want to do is eat. I almost threw up yesterday when Mama got beef stew out of the fridge that someone else had made. She opened it up and I caught a whiff of it. Immediately I was gagging.

I walked by a mirror when I got home, and I thought "This is me now." I hardly knew my face.