April 25, 2005

Oh the vague...

I went to the library and got my library card (finally).

I checked out four books. Two of which are actually "fun reading."

I erased everything from my TiVo's Season Pass list that is in syndication.

I spent two hours online yesterday checking out gyms. The Y looks like my best bet.

I cleaned the house, and threw away everything that reminded me of him, even some kitchen utensils.

I have a pamphlet on my desk concerning volunteer activities.

I made a hair appointment.

I put all his shit in a box and sat it next to the doorway.

I made a list of all the things I have to do before the semester ends.

I only bought things that are good for me at the store, that's nothing new though.

I got up early and meditated this morning.

I started writing in my personal journal again, this time only about me, not a word about him.

I bought new CD's to try when I went shopping yesterday.

I asked my Mama to hook me up with some needlepoint, I'm not half-bad at it and I could use a distraction.

I made three beaded necklaces that people can't stop talking about.

I'm going to get out of this damned rut I've been living in. I'm going to go more places by myself and see more things. I don't know what was holding me back before, maybe it was D. I'm done with that now. I'm trying things that are new, and I don't need anybody else to do them. All I really need is me, and that's the best thing I figured out.

P.S. Don't ever watch "Macbeth" before bed... Outcome = bad dreams.

P.P.S. If anybody has suggestions on music I should try, movies I should see, or anything let me know. Please. Serious input is requested. I'm getting a life, and you're helping.

8 Comments:

Blogger Foxsden said...

I think I'd like to have an 'Etoile Handcrafted Bead Necklace' My favourite colour is blue-green or turquoise and I dont have any necklaces that colour to wear.

You send it - I'll buy it?

9:19 am  
Blogger Fran said...

Should listen to Bob Dylan to start with... Just get a generic best of and start from there, you should find something...

(Alternatively go crazy at the store and buy 6 albums by people you like the names of).

12:45 pm  
Blogger Rainex said...

Get some good friends
round and DON'T watch
chick flicks! Watch
comedy, horror anything
but romance and smaltz!
Eat lots and don't drink
too much (hey that's rich
coming from Queen Brandy
herself!)
Mainly just enjoy your
friends.

1:52 pm  
Blogger Rainex said...

Oh and don't listen
to Radiohead or Dido!
Listen to Scissor Sisters

1:53 pm  
Blogger Etoile Tyler said...

ML, you can have a beaded necklace, it's just going to take some TIME. The first one I made took what seemed like forever. I was actually going to make one in that color though, so you're in luck.

5:08 pm  
Blogger Foxsden said...

Cooool.. looking forward to it!

Music - Im loving The Bravery at the moment..its not usually my kind of music but its good and its upbeat and its great to drive to!

12:21 am  
Blogger catatonic said...

you like jazz? try squirrel nut zippers' "hot" album! i don't know about your side but it sure is extinct in singapore shops.

7:42 am  
Blogger Etoile Tyler said...

I just bought The Killers CD yesterday. How funny.

11:16 am  

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