Homesick
"I'm going home" used to mean coming to my parents' house. I've had such a hard time getting adjusted to living with D. But last night, while I was sitting here in my parents' living room, comfortable as can be, a sad feeling came over me. I kind of teared up a little and it hit me. I wanted to go home, and home wasn't here, it was my apartment with D. That's where I belong. I belong with him, and our animals, and our things. All my life I've been looking for the place where I fit in, and I've finally found it. Home is where he is and I've been resisting it for so long and I don't know why. He's coming out here tomorrow to stay with me, I think I'll feel a little better when he's here, but I can't wait 'til Saturday when I get to go home. Home might really be where the heart is, cheesey as that seems.
"I'm going home" used to mean coming to my parents' house. I've had such a hard time getting adjusted to living with D. But last night, while I was sitting here in my parents' living room, comfortable as can be, a sad feeling came over me. I kind of teared up a little and it hit me. I wanted to go home, and home wasn't here, it was my apartment with D. That's where I belong. I belong with him, and our animals, and our things. All my life I've been looking for the place where I fit in, and I've finally found it. Home is where he is and I've been resisting it for so long and I don't know why. He's coming out here tomorrow to stay with me, I think I'll feel a little better when he's here, but I can't wait 'til Saturday when I get to go home. Home might really be where the heart is, cheesey as that seems.
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I think its very important if you've got room in a shared house to have a space that is completely your own. Youngster is going to take over the garage at our new house to do his bike fettling in and Im going to have the garden - and possibly the shed. I like building furniture so if I dont feel like gardening I'll be able to shut myself in there to get away! (afterall, Im quite adept at hanging out in sheds now!)
At least that means
you are more settled
'inside'.
I get homesick for London
sometimes....I've lived
here for nearly 9 years
and I still miss a
decent bag of chips!
er.. you can come back now?....
Thanks ML!
I was just waiting for
the go-ahead!
LMAO.. very quick...
(but we dont need your sort around 'ere)
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