Past 10 there is nothing on TV.

I have had the most boring three days on the planet. I also have seen almost every DVD that my sister owns, which is quite a lot. I hate just sitting around on the couch when I'm not the one who is sick. It makes me feel like I'm sick.

So this is going to be quite the boring post. Since I haven't left the house since Monday I've seen only the inside of this house. I do get to leave tomorrow though... For a gynocologist appointment. I can't tell you how excited that makes me.

I was supposed to have lunch with E on Wednesday. I'd be lying if I said that it didn't relieve me a little bit that I had to cancel. He's been doing this thing lately where he calls me when he has a problem. Only when he has a problem. We talk, I help him work it out, he feels better. Somehow I end up feeling a little weird after. He'll ask about me, and make nice conversation, but there's just this funky after-feeling. Then I wonder why he doesn't talk to his girlfriend about this stuff, because it's the kind of stuff that if it was my problem I'd talk to D. Just weird stuff. I think it may be coming time to put an end to our friendship, I'm getting tired of being the girlfriend surrogate. Apparently, they never fight, maybe it's because they don't really talk either. I don't like that he lies to her about seeing me. I never lie. D knows when I'm going to hang out with him, I don't feel like there's anything to lie about. If he does, then I feel that there's something wrong there. It's something I'm pretty sure I don't want to be a part of.